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To let you know i tried over dosing again 2-17-09 and of course i didnt succeed. I did it because i did something else that i cant handle. I have done something that i deeply regret and it is something that i dont think my parents would forgive me for. It caused me to draw away from one of my closest friends and it caused me not to be able to see my boyfriend again. It also caused alot of parents to dislike me and alot of my friends to get grounded. Of course what i did isnt entirely my fault but i feel like i should take the blame. What i did isnt the worst thing in the world but its something that is very bad on my part. I wish i could go back and then i would have thought it through more and maybe i wouldnt have done it. I dont know whats wrong with me, the BreAnna a year ago would never have done that. Maybe im just growing up and exploring the world more, but my actions that i took were a little out of hand. Im just hoping my friends and their parents will one day find it in their hearts to forgive me and understand. Thats all i want is forgiveness right now.

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thexredxvampire25
22:55 Feb 19 2009

we all have done stuff that we now all reget. but some times when it happened. we did it to the best of our knowlege at that time. we do our best.



and some one does see that you realized what you did was wrong, and it was pusiment enough.



we live, we learn, we forgive. and then learn again to live, and move on.



wish you would thou, quit trying to kill your self. nothing.... i mean ... nothing is worth dieing for. no matter how bad you think it was. it wasn't that bad.



need to chat. i'm around some where. :)

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